I got lots of things to tell but I try keep this short, because I don't like writing english

About 2 months ago we finally moved to new flat! Our old flat was small, very expensive, in bad condition and we had no good change to move away from there. In new flat I can work and this is good place to live: There's forest close and easy access to town.

Last three frustrating years in Espoo made lots damage to me :
-My imagination suffered very much
-My way to see ( visually ) world suffered even more
-I lost almost all contact to all my friends.
-Lost of money and jobs
-Some other things...

I was very frustrated, bored and it definetly was worst time in my life ( I hate say that, because that was also time when I lived with wuffe. Living with him has nothing to do my unhappines; He gave me lot of strenght to go trough that time ). I wasn't miserable but felt very frustrated. But there was something good: I know now better my limits and that my imagination and way to see world are vulnerable even they are are the things that keep me sane in hard times.

Fortunately last 2 months in new flat have already recovered me ( and my mate ) and I already have energy to photograph and to do art much more. In near future I'll start sell commissions and my photography and continue as a moderator on finnish furboard.

Even we now have good flat, I still can't recommend moving in Espoo or anywhere capital region in Finland. It's just too expensive to live here and living simple life is hard because of pressure for being rich and ambitious.

I want apologise my all friends and everybody whose tried to take contact in irl and internet that I haven't answered emails, private messages or even phone calls. It wasn't nothing personal; I really needed time for myself to concentrate as much as possible to art and photographing so I won't lose my skills. I still avoid private chatting for some time because I need time to fix damages which living in small flat caused.

( Thanks again to wuffe for spell check ^.^ )